Aha for sure dude0 notes // reblog
I used to change my hair color as i was changing as a person and as my life was changing or when i needed a new start.
I changed so much that i lost myself and don’t know who i am anymore. I don’t know if i’m going through the right path and making the right choices or not. I hate the person i have became, i’m the person i swore i would never be.
Now i’ve been stuck with the same hair color for a while now. I didn’t know why but i guess it was a way of me trying to stay in the past and be the person i once was. I miss the person i used to be.
I don’t know exactly what i miss about the old me, or the difference between the old me to the new me but i know there’s something different and it seems as this is not who i am.
I don’t know if i have became this person because of things i’ve realized and lessons i’ve learned. But it seems like all i do is hurt everyone around me including myself. The old me didn’t do that. The old me put everyone before herself and seeing others happy made her happy even tho she truly wasn’t happy. But it seem like everything was better off that way.
This doesn’t even make sense but it’s the best way i can put it.
Ahah there will be sorrryyy0 notes // reblog